This year started out AMAZING!!!! God is really blessing me being able to visit with my friends out of state and create different friendships at home. I guess I do have friends now at home, I met them in the summer and I have hung out with the Bible study enough to be semi-comfortable around them and such. When I can, I've been attending a Bible Study on Saturday nights and when I do go, I typically stay till midnight. I would stay later, but the drive is 35ish min. I love the drive home, so peaceful that I do not mind it so much. But God is good to me. He brought along these people so I can hang out with. I only see them once a week if that often due to my work schedule.
Sometimes when I hang around them, it makes me miss my LU friends so much. Its hard to explain, but my heart just gets really heavy at times and I just get really sad, and miss the TKD group, just my friends in general. I have gotten over missing certain people, but I do miss all the good times. Like the b-day parties, lunch table, TKD, just talking about crazy stuff. Why did things have to change?
Life does go on and change is not always bad. I can react a couple different ways, the two obvious is make the best of it or hate it. I am choosing to try to make the best of it.
God is helping me get through these times in my life. He has brought along people who are constantly trying to grow and seek God. So, how can I refuse to hang out with people like this? Other than that, I really do not have a connection with any of them. I know God brought this group into my life and I am so blessed because of it. I continue to place my trust and hope in Him. I know God has a plan for my life, He does watch over me. I just need to trust in Him.
