Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Different

Wow, life has totally changed for me.  I went from being at Liberty to a graduate living at home to now working two jobs both of which I would never have expected to have.  I work again at SuperCuts cutting hair.  They asked for me to come back and fought for me to be in that store.  I do like it there, but that is not what I want to do the rest of my life.  My second job is a dorm mom which is stretching me beyond what words can say.  Not only am I a dorm mom for Korean girls, but I also teach a conversational English class which I have no idea how to teach it.  AHHHHH. I need help.  But God placed both jobs in my lap, so I know this is where He wants me.  It is just stressful since I have no idea how or what to teach, so I was just making up some different things and it sounds like a good plan.  For some of the girls it is, but they also do not put to much effort into it.  Guess this is my new memoirs about teaching girls on different levels.  Some find it way to easy, but they also do not try to get anything from it.  Since what you put into it you will get out.  Just stressing out but I love this experience.  I just do not want to make it to easy.  I want to be perfect at everything I do and here I am learning so I am far from perfect and that gets to me.